wow its been awhile since i wrote in here well there's alot of things that have been going on but i really dont want to talk about it.... here's a song of how i feel.. read the whole things to understand...

Addicted

It?s like you?re a drug
It?s like you?re a demon I can?t face down
It?s like I?m stuck
It?s like I?m running from you all the time

And I know I let you have all the power
It?s like the only company I seek
Is misery all around

It?s like your a leech
Sucking the life from me
It?s like I can?t breathe
Without you inside of me
And I know I let you have all the power
And I realize I?m never gonna quit
You?re all the time

It?s like I can?t breathe
It?s like I can?t see anything
Nothing but you
I?m addicted to you
It?s like I can?t think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You?re taking over me
It?s like I?m not me
It?s like I?m not me

It?s like I?m lost
It?s like I?m giving up slowly
It?s like you?re a ghost that?s harming me
Leave me alone
And I know these voices in my head are mine alone
And I know I?ll never change my ways
If I don?t give you up now

It?s like I can?t breathe
It?s like I can?t see anything
Nothing but you
I?m addicted to you
It?s like I can?t think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You?re taking over me
It?s like I?m not me
It?s like I?m not me

(Bridge)

I?m hooked on you
I need a fix I can?t take it
Just one more hit
I promise I can deal with it
I?ll handle it
Quit it just one more time then that's it
Just a little bit more to get me through this

(Bridge)

It?s like I can?t breathe
It?s like I can?t see anything
Nothing but you
I?m addicted to you
It?s like I can?t think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You?re taking over me
It?s like I?m not me
It?s like I?m not me

well hey everybody!

havent wrote in here for like 5billion yrs. maybe not that long but long enough well i hope everybody's life is going good cause my sure is hehe.. im so happy well talk to you guys later! I LOVE YOU DONALD!

HEY EVERYBODY!!

well today is me an donald 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY!! ahh im soo happy!! ok well ttul I LOVE U DONALD!!

WOW!!! i have wrote in here in forever.... well i've been on my myspace alot it addicting.. things are good i got a tiffany & co. bracelet  thats my bracelet I LOVE IT!! but anyways well im going to let yall go... ttul I LOVE U DONALD! check out the myspace http://www.myspace.com/qckqck08

HEY GUYS!

well the past days have been good and bad.... i just dont know about things anymore.... nothing seems right, like me and donald broke up for a couple of days an got back together yesterday... an the moment we got back together it didnt feel right, an today we went to the memorial park and it didnt feel right to be with him, i really have no reason not to be with him its just that my feelings have changed towards him i know people say oh feelings just dont change after 11 1/2 months but they do... i really dont know what to do anymore an like today after the park we had to take him home an i wanted to spend more time with him cause we were only together for like 2hrs. an he was going to come over later cause my mom was cooking but i told him not to which is weird cause i use to ALWAYS want to spend time with him, i just dont think things are going to be the same between us ever, an he doesnt feel like the same donald anymore, my biggest fear is that i think im over him but holding on cause thats my comfort zone an i dont want to leave cause i dont know where else i would go, so i stay even though i dont feel the same.. ugh whatever im done talking.. later gators..